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@Candi4591

It went ok, I guess ^^’. Well, it was a big surprise to see who she was, but I’m too hurt and I still can’t forget my ex… I love my ex, and I always will… Moving on will require lots of time and pacience… That’s reality, cold and cruel reality. My suffering, my pain will not go away that easily, and I ask me eceryday what did I do to deserve this…
Even in years I’ll always have these painfull memories…
I cried more in the last 4 months than in the rest of my life, including when I was a baby…
That’s my life, maybe, someday, somehow, I’ll be happy and strong enought to deal with this everlasting pain.

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candy4591 asked: So ... how did it go?

I don’t understand what you’re refering to… Is it the date with that anonymous or things with my ex?

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It stills surprises me how selfish some people can be, and how could I believed they were diferent.

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I really don’t know who or what to believe anymore…

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Anonymous asked: Tuesday, 10:00 p.m., at the park, in front of the hockey's gym. Is it ok for you?

Ok.

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I know you’re going away
I take my love into another day
In my thoughts you’re with me
I fell in love with your ways

I know you’re going away
Lead my heart into a daze
I know you’re going away
Leaves a void in my heart and soul

Wherever you are
Whatever you do
I feel the walls surrounding you

Wherever you are
Whatever you do
I know you are independent
But I’m trying to get through to you

Wherever you are
Whatever you do
Don’t you know, it depends on you

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Sparkling angel I believed
You are my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I’ll lead them to your door.
There’s no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

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Anonymous asked: I'm really happy you're ready to meet me ;-) . We could take a coffee together, so you get to know me a little bit better. What do you say?

Seems nice. Just tell me when and where you want that to happen :-)

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Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before

Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I’m in love with my lust
Burning angel wings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

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For anon

I think I’m ready to meet you…

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Alice Liddell

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